Well, well, well.... Can you say CRAZY???!!! Last night was such a fun night altogether, and we were able to catch up with a lot of old hs friends. I thought of it kinda like as a mini reunion. I started the day yesterday feeling a little weird, like I woke up on the wrong side of the bed, and I didn't know what was up. I started to realize how much I appreciate hanging out with good friends especially I guess. Matt & I were kinda arguing earlier in the day, and it was mostly cuz sometimes I have control issues, where I feel threatened if I can't be in control. A lot of this just is my personality and it is added to the fact of everything that happened freshman yr, where I had a total loss of control. Well, to make a long story short, I was just trying to explain everything, and sometimes I feel like I explain myself 10 times over, but he still gets worried. I get more worried when he's confused because he takes things a lot harder than I do when I feel weird feelings. For people like Jenny who's known me forever, she knows how I am, but I guess it's just hard cuz men are from Mars! LOL j/k Well, we ended up resolving some things, and I went off to bowling with Jen, where we were gonna kill Ryan, who's on our league team. Today we played a tourney against each other (Hooches vs Guys), and we weren't doing too well, but it didn't help the fact that Ryan was talking so much shit & Alan was kinda doing the same. Jen & I were getting sooo annoyed. Then, after that we decided to go swimming in the CV pool, which was the only one open on the other side over my Scotty & AW & Alan's. We chatted with them for a bit & reminisced about the dorms freshman year. Sometimes I wish I could go back just for a day to experience those crazy times haha. I ended up going all the way in, and it was nice to chill in the pool and talk to Jen.
Then, Jen & I decided to go to Old Navy in Salem, so she could look at swimsuits, and we could just get out for a while. We also went to this yummy Mexican restauarant. It felt so good to talk to someone with estrogen who can relate to things that are going on with me. I've just been around all these crazy guys all the time, it was cool to hang out with Jenny and get some advice. We came home and got an IM from Steve (hs buddy) that he's having an eviction party, so I thought we should stop by. We got Aaron fired up to go as well, so that was cool. We first went over to Rex & Mikey's to give Rex back a present of the basketball hoop he tore down from our old place. Then, we were all talking about good ole hs memories and some college memories of all of us. It was nice to take a stroll down memory lane. At first, it was a little awkward around Rex, but things got a lot better and same with Aaron (who I rarely talk to). We had a total bonding experience you could say. Then, we watched a tape of Rex & Mikey's 7-8th grade girl's b-ball team, where they made up nicknames for all the girls & showed highlights with Mikey's scratching through it. It sounded & looked so professional. I just thought it was so cute that they coached those girls together. Mikey's been with the same group since they were in 5th grade, so it's cool that he gets to see how they progress. I would've loved to have coaches like them with so much dedication and how cool they are. I guess it was nice to see a good side of Rex this time instead of focusing on all the bad & awkward things that developed between us. It's always good to leave college knowing that you have kind of reconciled relationships in a sense. That's important to me.
Anyways, at Rex & Mikey's, it was a lot crazier than anticipated, as Rex had to bring on the 5-shot tradition of anyone who comes in his house. Aaron & I each had to take a 5-shooter, and we kinda had the sipping/chasing with Pepsi approach. I had it down so I plugged my nose each time hahah. I thought I was gonna get sick, but I felt fine after that. Then, as I was leaving I was talking to Mikey and he reached out to give me a hug and gave me this funny look like I was too good for him. I told him I had love for them both, but it was just awkward to be around. I felt bad because you could tell he was hurt & he missed Jen & I. I told him we should hang out more now, but I was glad I came over. Then, we left to go to Steve's party, where we saw Mike Kern & Teddy Ruxbin (our old PW neighbor). We hung out and had a drink and watched Kern do a little dancing LOL. It was sooo cool to talk about old times with everyone from good ole CCHS. I was asking Kern if he talked to many ppl from hs, and he's like "you're looking at em." haha I think for the most part, the people I do want to see, I already do, so our hs reunion won't be too beneficial. Well, around midnight, we headed back home. Then I had a crazy idea to go walk to Matty's cuz it was weird to me he didn't answer his phone or IM's. I made it to his place and come to find out, his phone wasn't getting icoming calls, and he couldn't call people... he could only listen to msg's. I guess he really thought I was mad at him cuz I apparently told him I was coming over later when I talked to him about the BBQ he was having. I think I just needed to get away for a little while, but I guess I should've told him. He was really worried, so it was good I saw him that night. I guess he had talked to his friend Elli about our little argument, and she told him not to worry about how I reacted & stuff because it'll blow over or whatever, so I was happy to hear that she was helping him not to worry as much. Sometimes I worry about how much Matt worries, but I know he's just doing it all out of love, so it just makes me love him & appreciate him more. Anyways, I walked home early this morning like around 9ish cuz I couldn't sleep anymore. Now Im just chilling getting excited for wine tasting later on. That should be a blast! I'm not sure what else I'm doing this weekend though. Too many decisions to make haha.